erinnnnn

i never update anymore
i hate lj:)

i make about 100 for every two days i work. plus tips thanks
so i'll have the money for my car in 4 weeks
daddy sold his old truck so i'd have money for my car
i'm just saving up for some of the insurance
hahah

why are all boys the exact same?
call me when you tell me you're going to
if you make plans keep them, and if there's a real reason why you cant, call me.
is that too much to ask for?
fuck.

matthew stretched my lip so i could put a retainer in
i thought about burger king and grasped jamie's wrist
i still cried hahaha

i have work tomorrow
<3

i want to thank all the TRUE friends i have that stuck by me the last 3 monthes
i was so horribley depressed. my life was probably the equivalent of all your worst nightmares combined
i'm sorry how i acted if i was horrid to any of you. i couldnt control myself.

i think that i finally feel okay.

sid and nancy is on
it made me think of how much i miss carson
i hope he gained 50 pounds. i hope he's not shooting up. i hope he found a real nice boy to treat him how he deserves to be treated. i hope he's alive.

wisdom teeth out
i haven't gone to school all week
i feel like shit, and i look it too
i have a driving lessoin monday. i'll probably have my license by the 13th he said.
i got a job too. i'm gunna work friday's and sunday's until i can get myself a car and get myself to a better job.

i cant wait to be normal again
i appologize for how i'm acting
i sware i have NO control

i seem really questiony, upset one moment, crying freaking out, happy with you the next. it's weird. i'm sorry. i probably have also been testing you, because i dunno where my friends went. it's like you guys cared till something happened, and i needed you there.

i need some cuddles wicked bad

hahahaha
gross
i dont want counsiling

i want...♥

new screen name: erin omgomg

i wanna hold hands:(

01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time..whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: are we close friends..if not why?:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:

wednesday i'm have my first driving lesson! eeeeh
it's about time. i suck. i'll have my license by march
i can finally eat food again, it feels so gooooood
i got a guinea pig. i wanted one named leroy, but the only fluffy one they had was a girl. so her names abby
wisdom teeth are getting gone friday. fuck teeth
yesterday was the hardest day of my life. but i feel okay about it

maybe life is finally looking up
i hope i hope i hope

tonight was what i needed!
friends
and hugs
and horses
and back plants into ice<3

thursday's so close!
i'm getting real nervous

me and matt hung out yesterday
we haven't in a while
we watched magic island and i DIDN'T eat pizza

jamie's coming to see me todaaaaaaayay
:)!
i didnt go to school today
i have a half day tomorrow
and i'm not going thursday, possibley friday
i have a lot of make up work to do for the last couple weeks
thursday's gunna be a good day
i cant wait to be hungry again

i wanna see miss labbe

boys are all exactly the same
i dont care what any of you say
i used to have soooo many guy friends. it's like you guys just get sick of friends.
or maybe it's just me
because it ALWAYS gets to the point, where you just ignore
all of you
learn how to respect yr friends
because you dont pull that bullshit
the only guy that ive kept a good relationship with is evan
i want all of you back